backstabbed?

have you ever been backstabbed?
have you ever been backstabbed?
have you ever been backstabbed?

the reason i started this post with 3 same questions because i have been back-stabbed all along. so now i ask you again.

have you backstabbed someone?
have you backstabbed someone?
have you backstabbed someone?

now, if you are unclear about the meaning of backstab, then let me give you a helping hand.
HERE!

indeed this is a misfortune for me, i appreciate any comments on how you would rid your hearts of the ill feeling of injustice.=))

then again, perhaps im thinking too much?
if so, prove me wrong!

the five factor personality test

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

doubted. . .

like the Leaning Tower

hees!

seawater for baby love!

its ex ex ex!

but i shall keep it with me first!

muahahahhas.

XPPP

there for you

sometimes im a selfish fake. you are always true, i dont deserve you. cause im not there for you, please forgive me again.

i want to be there for you. someone you can come to, runs deeper than my bones. i want to be there for you.

swirling shades of blue, slow dancing in your eyes. sun kisses the earth and i hush my urge to cry. i want to be there for you cause i hear the whispered words, in your masterpiece beautiful. you speak the unspeakable through, i love you too.

i wanna be there for you...

hidden

once again, i welcome my blog to be an avenue for 2 things

firstly, to express myself, no matter how coded or abstract i tend to be at times. there are some things that just not meant to be explicit.
secondly, to keep a record, regardless of how incongruous. its better than none.

while i should and will have a discussion soon, the feeling of kept in the dark and left clueless is boiling over. and for once, i really hope my hunch is wrong and especially since i have so much incomplete information and knowledge. only time will tell.

at the end of the day, what matters to me most is that beautiful smile on your face and that you are truly happy and will be happy. will you?