so cut my wrist and black my eyes
so i can fall asleep tonight, or die
December 26, 2008
December 12, 2008
memories
Saturday, August 16, 2008
its far more than a blessing to be by your side.
shoo away the hates;
fly away those jealosy.
let the past be the past,
and look forward to the future.
i love you baby boy.
posted by ruoxxx at 1:15 PM
saw this entry.
it is still there, it lingers.
dont worry, can make it through.
- RIOUR -
its far more than a blessing to be by your side.
shoo away the hates;
fly away those jealosy.
let the past be the past,
and look forward to the future.
i love you baby boy.
posted by ruoxxx at 1:15 PM
saw this entry.
it is still there, it lingers.
dont worry, can make it through.
- RIOUR -
December 9, 2008
RIOUR
after recovering from the initial shock, that tears dripped.
no concrete idea why, but thats the way so.=))
maybe i just want to see you back when you had that irresistibly radiant smile on your face, like that of 2 years ago.
have faith in each other=))
and take care=))
it will work out, im sure.=))
no concrete idea why, but thats the way so.=))
maybe i just want to see you back when you had that irresistibly radiant smile on your face, like that of 2 years ago.
have faith in each other=))
and take care=))
it will work out, im sure.=))
December 2, 2008
before the worst
if the clouds cant clear, then we will rise above it.
we will rise above it.
heavens gate is near, i will walk with you through
just like we use to, just like we use to.
-ruoir
we will rise above it.
heavens gate is near, i will walk with you through
just like we use to, just like we use to.
-ruoir
November 25, 2008
April baby
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper.. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
traveling.. Systematic.. hott but has brains.
November 23, 2008
wondering...
sometimes i really wonder what my real status is.. what do i have installed for me in this life of mine. somehow i just couldnt get to any conclusion or any answer. however, i cant blame anyone for becoming such a state that im in.
im so arrogant all the time. and this has resulted in everyone disliking me. yet ive tried to change, although it is a good thing to do for many reasons but only one is enough. at the end of day, im being yelled at, taken for granted, taken advantage off. but im too timid to do anything to retaliate. then again, is it because i want to let such things happen to me?
i sometimes just want to voice it out yet im being kept away by angst of others or even one self. knowing the truth is so difficult, you are being pushed away everytime u get closer to it. i just dont know how everything turns out to be this way, which i dont even want it to in the first place.
frankly, i just want everything to be simple and easy, im not kidding. people may think im a sophisticated person but they are totally wrong, im not. i just want things to go simple and easy. however, sometimes the more simple you want things to be, the more complicated it becomes. till a point where you need care and concern to get you through, no one is there. i just dont really know how to explain, like i say, im being kept away. its like a frog in a well, and on top of that, the frog's leg is being tied up and there is no way to untie it.
i dont blame others taking me for granted and everything, maybe its because i believe that is the only way to seek forgiveness from the others whom always have regard me as an arrogant person. this isnt their fault either, what goes around comes around, im willing to take matters as it comes.
i just for now, want to do whats right, and im trying very hard. however, i know i cant be right all the time, im still human afterall. if i do anything wrong to upset you, then tell me what you dont like, im willing to take it to stride and learn from it. maybe because of the lovely someone who has been standing by me for the past 2 years we have met which explains my existence. thanks loves.
on a lighter note, just something in return. i just need that tiny tinge of care and concern..perhaps it would make a difference then..
hahas..
nights all
im so arrogant all the time. and this has resulted in everyone disliking me. yet ive tried to change, although it is a good thing to do for many reasons but only one is enough. at the end of day, im being yelled at, taken for granted, taken advantage off. but im too timid to do anything to retaliate. then again, is it because i want to let such things happen to me?
i sometimes just want to voice it out yet im being kept away by angst of others or even one self. knowing the truth is so difficult, you are being pushed away everytime u get closer to it. i just dont know how everything turns out to be this way, which i dont even want it to in the first place.
frankly, i just want everything to be simple and easy, im not kidding. people may think im a sophisticated person but they are totally wrong, im not. i just want things to go simple and easy. however, sometimes the more simple you want things to be, the more complicated it becomes. till a point where you need care and concern to get you through, no one is there. i just dont really know how to explain, like i say, im being kept away. its like a frog in a well, and on top of that, the frog's leg is being tied up and there is no way to untie it.
i dont blame others taking me for granted and everything, maybe its because i believe that is the only way to seek forgiveness from the others whom always have regard me as an arrogant person. this isnt their fault either, what goes around comes around, im willing to take matters as it comes.
i just for now, want to do whats right, and im trying very hard. however, i know i cant be right all the time, im still human afterall. if i do anything wrong to upset you, then tell me what you dont like, im willing to take it to stride and learn from it. maybe because of the lovely someone who has been standing by me for the past 2 years we have met which explains my existence. thanks loves.
on a lighter note, just something in return. i just need that tiny tinge of care and concern..perhaps it would make a difference then..
hahas..
nights all
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