FEAR?

there is great fear. great fear coursing through me.

fear of being who i can really be
fear of achieving what i can
fear of overcoming that fear

fear is trying to wrest me back into its control.
so many psychosomatic processes and mental thoughts attempting to hold me, throwing up their biggest stunts ever to retain me in its original shape.

i see all of that, yet it has me paralyzed. as i, in an effort to triumph over it, type it out now. it is preventing me from writing the goals down, preventing me in a futile effort from achieving. it is so illogical and stupid to have that fear, yet it is gripping me right now.

i can see why is it so aptly named "the courage to create" now.
break through it, bit by bit