In accordance with the wishes of certain friends, I am attempt to blog in perfect English. Punctual tenses, professional grammar phrasing and perfect structure. No easy feat at all, however, let me indulge in it and give it a shot.
Actually, the first paragraph was quite the torture. However, I do need the chance to write impeccably, so this is my daily chance.
So, today's topic is aimless rambling from me, would be on ... ... ...
Okay. Mind is in a state of blank, though it swashed with inner conflict. One side yells to me that I'm talking things too fast and I'm just mis-interpreting through preconceived notions, while another eggs me on to plunge straight in.
I'm seriously thankful for the break week, which is on-going now. As mentioned, much much more sorting out to be done.
February 29, 2008
February 27, 2008
for Yew!!
ya..
somehow something happened to this post which i dont really know why how it disappears until i was told. anyway, in order to make it up, i will just try to remember what i wrote back then.
was flipping through various europe cities. for my pre-year 2 trip to europe.
the tinge and surge was undeniable, after that slight lingering brush.
let nature takes its course.
yeah, applicable to many many different aspects now.
-edit-
thats the best i could remember
somehow something happened to this post which i dont really know why how it disappears until i was told. anyway, in order to make it up, i will just try to remember what i wrote back then.
was flipping through various europe cities. for my pre-year 2 trip to europe.
the tinge and surge was undeniable, after that slight lingering brush.
let nature takes its course.
yeah, applicable to many many different aspects now.
-edit-
thats the best i could remember
February 25, 2008
Blog?
blog blog blog.
just a mere record of one's passing days?
or is there actually something more to this global phenomena? are people just wanting to be heard, in this world, where others dont really listen? or people just wanna exhibit out their lives and into the public domain, letting them onto a of part of their juicy lives?
i admit im quite a poor listener. but i really have tried to improve. to sieve out what people are trying to say, to understand what is hidden between what is said, to be able to know what is the unsaid. maybe it just isnt enough, i would fumble, i would trip and fall, but i wont stop trying.
i forgot a lesson just taught not that long ago
sorry for placing the expectations on you, sorry sister
just a mere record of one's passing days?
or is there actually something more to this global phenomena? are people just wanting to be heard, in this world, where others dont really listen? or people just wanna exhibit out their lives and into the public domain, letting them onto a of part of their juicy lives?
i admit im quite a poor listener. but i really have tried to improve. to sieve out what people are trying to say, to understand what is hidden between what is said, to be able to know what is the unsaid. maybe it just isnt enough, i would fumble, i would trip and fall, but i wont stop trying.
i forgot a lesson just taught not that long ago
sorry for placing the expectations on you, sorry sister
February 24, 2008
SNIFFS!!
the sniffing cow regime continues throughout the night and is unfortunately no wonder near being relieved of his status.
the situation is obviously not helped by the fact that he is still sleeping very little, been out whole day slogging and celebrating a friend's birthday.
the specifications of the anti-running medication bottle says "AVOID ALCOHOLIC DRINKS".
somehow i didnt remember see-ing the label. especially in the situation i was at last night's chill out spot. sipping gently 2 different concoctions of poison over the night with crooning live music blasting in my ear.
hmm..maybe i did indeed forget it for the moment, so i can sniff throughout the night.
the situation is obviously not helped by the fact that he is still sleeping very little, been out whole day slogging and celebrating a friend's birthday.
the specifications of the anti-running medication bottle says "AVOID ALCOHOLIC DRINKS".
somehow i didnt remember see-ing the label. especially in the situation i was at last night's chill out spot. sipping gently 2 different concoctions of poison over the night with crooning live music blasting in my ear.
hmm..maybe i did indeed forget it for the moment, so i can sniff throughout the night.
February 22, 2008
today marks the last.
*sniff sniff*
just woke up from my la-la land and im like a sniffing cow. somehow downing the flu medicine last night exaggerated the flu. in fact, i think it even created the flu. and worse still, i saw this old bottle that i use to take when i was young that my mum use to ask me to drink, i wanted to lie to myself that the medicine is going to finally work this time round. guess not.*SNIFF SNIFF*
am feeling under the weather. mind seems to be bit blurryyyyy..
cant really think that straight.
but i kinda have a feeling it's gonna be a packed weekend AGAIN!
am gonna let the momentum of last week run its course and take it from there. burnt out? you bet
although today marks the last paper that im sitting for but somehow or rather im leaving numbed about this. i dont have the kick whereby its finally the last paper mood. unlike 2 years without taking written test. dont make me jealous.hahas..xp
just woke up from my la-la land and im like a sniffing cow. somehow downing the flu medicine last night exaggerated the flu. in fact, i think it even created the flu. and worse still, i saw this old bottle that i use to take when i was young that my mum use to ask me to drink, i wanted to lie to myself that the medicine is going to finally work this time round. guess not.*SNIFF SNIFF*
am feeling under the weather. mind seems to be bit blurryyyyy..
cant really think that straight.
but i kinda have a feeling it's gonna be a packed weekend AGAIN!
am gonna let the momentum of last week run its course and take it from there. burnt out? you bet
although today marks the last paper that im sitting for but somehow or rather im leaving numbed about this. i dont have the kick whereby its finally the last paper mood. unlike 2 years without taking written test. dont make me jealous.hahas..xp
February 20, 2008
sleepless.
once again, i have achieved in not sleeping early. though it's not really something that i should be proud of, but just more of accepting that my sleeping hours has been officially non-existent in the past month?
met ikram today. in gist, we studied and joked throughout the whole afternoon. we cracked jokes on almost every type of shortcut. Like UTP is suppose to be unshield twisted pair in the end turns out to be united Tasmanian party. hahas
on another note, i would be probably slogging out all day after exams. hopefully i could get a week off or something. with a little one week. i desperately need the time to rest, re-organise my stuffs(which is laying all over) and spend time with myself. narcissistic as it sounds, but it's a necessary luxury which i have not been indulging at all.
bored?
met ikram today. in gist, we studied and joked throughout the whole afternoon. we cracked jokes on almost every type of shortcut. Like UTP is suppose to be unshield twisted pair in the end turns out to be united Tasmanian party. hahas
on another note, i would be probably slogging out all day after exams. hopefully i could get a week off or something. with a little one week. i desperately need the time to rest, re-organise my stuffs(which is laying all over) and spend time with myself. narcissistic as it sounds, but it's a necessary luxury which i have not been indulging at all.
bored?
February 19, 2008
Mugging
have yet to start on DCN today. and got 'commended' as muggertoot by my colleague. people good life, everyday work and earn money while waiting for MINDEF-ness. still have the cheek to say abang for life. just kidding.=)
no doubt SEMS this time wont be too good a one. confidence is not exactly at the highest, but decent grades still can be achieved, if dedication and determination is grinded into the last few precious days.
the days seem to be of less distraction. i even found distaste of most of the entertain readily available for me, save the pleasure of going online while listening to nice music. but most importantly, the availability of a clear unshrounded mind has been the most important link making me study. and im glad at tis critical junction, clearance of mind have been mostly achieved, except for a minute portion which i believe to be unclearable.
no doubt SEMS this time wont be too good a one. confidence is not exactly at the highest, but decent grades still can be achieved, if dedication and determination is grinded into the last few precious days.
the days seem to be of less distraction. i even found distaste of most of the entertain readily available for me, save the pleasure of going online while listening to nice music. but most importantly, the availability of a clear unshrounded mind has been the most important link making me study. and im glad at tis critical junction, clearance of mind have been mostly achieved, except for a minute portion which i believe to be unclearable.
February 18, 2008
color checking result
You are Purple Tiger, whose comments tend to be imposing, and you possess vigor and your presence is strong.
Your gentleman like atmosphere makes others feel you are rather cold person.
But that is because they only see your sensitive side.
Really, you are warm and honest and considerate person.
You are optimistic, and you will not to give up any little work that you have started, even if the circumstance become unfavorable and difficult.
You possess great persistence.
You possess a wonderful quality of a good leader.
You can show flexible mind towards new things and ideas.
Because you are quick minded, you can develop logical theory while listening to the other person.
You have a tendency to follow your ideals.
If this side of your personality comes out strongly, your thoughts and actions seems too over reacting to others.
If you talk too big, people around you may find it difficult to follow your way.
You are a proud person, and think high of honor.
You cannot change your mind suddenly and according to circumstances.
Nevertheless, it means that you are keeping control of yourself, and helps you from failures.
did you like it?
glad that you are glad =)
Your gentleman like atmosphere makes others feel you are rather cold person.
But that is because they only see your sensitive side.
Really, you are warm and honest and considerate person.
You are optimistic, and you will not to give up any little work that you have started, even if the circumstance become unfavorable and difficult.
You possess great persistence.
You possess a wonderful quality of a good leader.
You can show flexible mind towards new things and ideas.
Because you are quick minded, you can develop logical theory while listening to the other person.
You have a tendency to follow your ideals.
If this side of your personality comes out strongly, your thoughts and actions seems too over reacting to others.
If you talk too big, people around you may find it difficult to follow your way.
You are a proud person, and think high of honor.
You cannot change your mind suddenly and according to circumstances.
Nevertheless, it means that you are keeping control of yourself, and helps you from failures.
did you like it?
glad that you are glad =)
February 17, 2008
short
thinking back on yesterday, i just cannot understand certain things that was running through a colleague of mine. just because of certain things you greed and you forgot your responsibility?
i seriously cant understand why. if you cant do it initially, then how come must you go ahead and accept it? you could have save alot of hassle for me and for the others also. you should know how the things work over there and yet you refuse to help?
i seriously dont really know how to explain this matter any further. i hope he does know what is he doing, hopefully.
however, am glad that certain things have been clarified. short randomness huh? maybe.=)
anyway, mug-athon is going to start after breakfast. still feeling very vex about how i cant finish all my revision on time when everyone is mugging away.
AND I WANT A MACBOOK PRO AND A GTR34!!!
sorry for being silly
did you figure out the puzzle?
i will be nicer =)
i seriously cant understand why. if you cant do it initially, then how come must you go ahead and accept it? you could have save alot of hassle for me and for the others also. you should know how the things work over there and yet you refuse to help?
i seriously dont really know how to explain this matter any further. i hope he does know what is he doing, hopefully.
however, am glad that certain things have been clarified. short randomness huh? maybe.=)
anyway, mug-athon is going to start after breakfast. still feeling very vex about how i cant finish all my revision on time when everyone is mugging away.
AND I WANT A MACBOOK PRO AND A GTR34!!!
sorry for being silly
did you figure out the puzzle?
i will be nicer =)
February 16, 2008
weekend
packed weekend ahead. and somehow most of the activities are more of obligations, than free will.
the sucky sucky feeling of that is starting to weigh me down, and most probably contributed due to the lack of freedom.
iron, boundaries and shackles.=(
im actually nowhere near it
the sucky sucky feeling of that is starting to weigh me down, and most probably contributed due to the lack of freedom.
iron, boundaries and shackles.=(
im actually nowhere near it
February 15, 2008
How to Make Sheng
| How to make a Tan Sheng Kang |
| Ingredients: 5 parts friendliness 1 part arrogance 5 parts ego |
| Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy! |
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
muse
in line, with a little commitment project i was inspired, im going to blog on a daily basis. its called a 30-day trial thingy, where i would stick to doing something daily for 30 days, and after that, decide to drop or keep the habit. that is of course, after evaluating the pros and cons.
so for a start, the daily activities includes blog daily, wake up at a healthy time(ie 0630) and to read up a vocab word each day.(which im doing on and off)
oh heard from her yesterday though.=)
sure is glad that im 95% over it, though the last 5% would always be there, but it has become something healthy, imo. just like for the other rare selected, there always be the 5% there.
anyway, i just found out something interesting, something just about the blue. quantam leap? maybe..
and that is, she was my muse. my intellectual inspiration and that was probably the greatest draw of attention to her. although that was all in the past, a tinge of regret exits in the form of it being real tough to be friends, no just mere acquaintances.
cheers
so for a start, the daily activities includes blog daily, wake up at a healthy time(ie 0630) and to read up a vocab word each day.(which im doing on and off)
oh heard from her yesterday though.=)
sure is glad that im 95% over it, though the last 5% would always be there, but it has become something healthy, imo. just like for the other rare selected, there always be the 5% there.
anyway, i just found out something interesting, something just about the blue. quantam leap? maybe..
and that is, she was my muse. my intellectual inspiration and that was probably the greatest draw of attention to her. although that was all in the past, a tinge of regret exits in the form of it being real tough to be friends, no just mere acquaintances.
cheers
February 14, 2008
Sad case.
taking a break from mug-athon.
DCN and IAD hasnt been touched yet and im nowhere near half of completing PMP.
PMP is left wit codes and more theories. damn bloody boring topics.
think going to cramp all in tomorrow.
frankly, cramping for such stuff sort of works for me. hopefully i can get a decent grade this time round. though everybody should know this. its wake up time, lunch, books; dinner, books, sleep.
the few moments i try to relax, my parents would be breathing down my neck. even so when im studying, my mum also seems to have comments.
seems that everyone else is also mugging away, how awfully realistic and sad of life. well, back to more mugger-ness
DCN and IAD hasnt been touched yet and im nowhere near half of completing PMP.
PMP is left wit codes and more theories. damn bloody boring topics.
think going to cramp all in tomorrow.
frankly, cramping for such stuff sort of works for me. hopefully i can get a decent grade this time round. though everybody should know this. its wake up time, lunch, books; dinner, books, sleep.
the few moments i try to relax, my parents would be breathing down my neck. even so when im studying, my mum also seems to have comments.
seems that everyone else is also mugging away, how awfully realistic and sad of life. well, back to more mugger-ness
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