January 29, 2009

to whom it may concern

other than using blogging to express out my inner feelings, i dont really know where to vent it out or how to vent it out.

life is starting to get rushed up, well, that is what everyone says too. however, im looking at the possibilities of making up for lost time in the past. im not really good at it though, however, i dont really mind trying it out. as the old saying, no pain no gain?

anyway, to that certain someone whom i cant talk to directly, i think this is the only way i can get my message across to you. hopefully, you are reading this.

first and foremost, you've gotta be strong. i know things wasnt really going your way all this while. then again, there r ups n downs. no worries. the fact that things turn out this way, doesnt necessarily means it will remain this way forever. remember how i always say? always look things on the brighter side? even there isnt any, try to look for a dim light maybe?=))dont be defeated just yet, you've still got a long way to go. alot of things is waiting for you to be discovered and explored.

it is not that you've lost yourself, it is just that you havent found yourself back only. i believe you can regain the YOU that everyone knows including me. so many of friends are backing you up. although im not really sure where im categorized, which is not important now, i am still here to root for you too.=))

never doubt yourself. start believing. i feel that you got more than what it takes to overcome those difficulties that you are facing now. if you start to feel down and all, treat yourself to a bar of chocs especially you're favorite ones maybe? the future is a big question mark for all of us so try not to worry too much about the future. i, myself, am afraid of the future at times. however, like my old saying, always look on the brighter side.=))

lastly, in order to make it to the future, you've got to take care of yourself. late nights are inevitable, i have my late nights too. if you can, take rest at times. so that you will not get burnt out. so i hope you can take care of yourself. remember the ne-yo song?

well, that is all i've got to say, sorry for being so long-winded.=))



January 24, 2009

help

some might think im crazy, to blog such early in the morning
but this happened last night. it just came and went, unknowingly, leaving me sleepless


imissyou

  • i remember how we got stuck in class. it would have been ok, though, because you were there
  • i remember the feeling of security. like a safety net, or harness
  • i remember when everything clicked. just came all together, it was at a class, we were 14.
  • i remember caring, then being taught how to have fun. to open up
  • i remember nicknames
  • i remember how we make each other laugh with only glances
  • i remember how it felt like home everytime i saw you
  • i remember that everything was new and exciting. and for awhile, it felt like it would all be ok forever.
  • i remember that i loved you all. you were my everything
  • i remember you, but... ...
imissyoustill... ...sorry

January 23, 2009

keyboard? me?

saw this on my friend's blog
decided to try it out though.
seems interesting
and here is the results




You Are "tab"



Some people might try to say that you're always spaced out.

You do tend to be a dreamer, but you're also a great multitasker.



You work quickly and efficiently. So it's no problem if you goof off a little while you're working.

And if people want to think you're flakey, that's fine. You're getting more done than they are.

January 18, 2009

shall we?

as i peer over the ledge of the cliff, the chasm looks too wide to breach.
struggling to overcome the mental chatter, all it takes seem to be faith only.

courage is not action in the absence of fear, but action in the face of fears

-Mark Twain


i will remember this quote as i prepare to fly and should anytime i crash-land.
dont get the wrong meaning though.

not just the quote, but my wings will soar with the love.

adventure? torture? danger? excitement?

what entails in this journey is beyond imagination. and maybe, when i look back at this moment, it be all but a dream. a dream that i believe in.

jump? nope, FLY!!!

January 17, 2009

hey!!

let's start everything with me..=))

let me do the honours

January 2, 2009

2nd day of the year

well, its the second day and ive yet done my new year's resolution.
and many others has already done theirs while im still stuck here thinking what should be mine.

- get my studies done and over with
- become what i should be in the future
- relishing the prospects of getting everything done on time
- remembering all the things ive done and change for the better
- wait

think thats all..
happy 2009
cheers to all