perturbed

a combination of factors has added up to be this very very rare mood of mine. but yeah, all has perturbed me significantly.

the "BRILLIANT AND DYNAMIC" class, that i study with, has once again found its way to prove itself. this time in politics and back-stabbing. seriously, in the position im in, im neither a threat nor responsibility to them, yet to my serious displeasure, i found a few knives impaled into my back.

its wtf. my policy was to egatively implicating others in my plan and i followed it to the line. and yet, some disillusioned fuckers has found the time and energy to try out her / theirs knife stabbing skills. it is at these times, where i appreciate the need of secercy of one's plan, as demonstrated by regularly by a fellow class mate.