January 29, 2009

to whom it may concern

other than using blogging to express out my inner feelings, i dont really know where to vent it out or how to vent it out.

life is starting to get rushed up, well, that is what everyone says too. however, im looking at the possibilities of making up for lost time in the past. im not really good at it though, however, i dont really mind trying it out. as the old saying, no pain no gain?

anyway, to that certain someone whom i cant talk to directly, i think this is the only way i can get my message across to you. hopefully, you are reading this.

first and foremost, you've gotta be strong. i know things wasnt really going your way all this while. then again, there r ups n downs. no worries. the fact that things turn out this way, doesnt necessarily means it will remain this way forever. remember how i always say? always look things on the brighter side? even there isnt any, try to look for a dim light maybe?=))dont be defeated just yet, you've still got a long way to go. alot of things is waiting for you to be discovered and explored.

it is not that you've lost yourself, it is just that you havent found yourself back only. i believe you can regain the YOU that everyone knows including me. so many of friends are backing you up. although im not really sure where im categorized, which is not important now, i am still here to root for you too.=))

never doubt yourself. start believing. i feel that you got more than what it takes to overcome those difficulties that you are facing now. if you start to feel down and all, treat yourself to a bar of chocs especially you're favorite ones maybe? the future is a big question mark for all of us so try not to worry too much about the future. i, myself, am afraid of the future at times. however, like my old saying, always look on the brighter side.=))

lastly, in order to make it to the future, you've got to take care of yourself. late nights are inevitable, i have my late nights too. if you can, take rest at times. so that you will not get burnt out. so i hope you can take care of yourself. remember the ne-yo song?

well, that is all i've got to say, sorry for being so long-winded.=))