useless

it seems futile.
having the ability to achieve it is a great feeling i must say.
however, the capability to fulfill the purpose of this achievement seems as though it doesnt exists in the first place.
it seems like everything is so futile. like it has never happened.
regretting is one issue, not fulfilling is another one.
im in doubts about fulfilling either, it seems no purpose having to achieve it in the first place.