Get to know yourself better..

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i must say, today at work was rather delighting. although tons of rules which i have to abide by but everything is starting to open up. although im still facing quite a little difficulty, never would i thought hai chew will require so much energy from me as compared to alan photo.

today was full of surprises, good and not so good? it was nice to see you again under such a coincidental circumstance, i see you are very happy and much more livelier?(is there such word?)
to put it in a way, i feel that things could have been improved one way or another, let us just see shall we? ive really got nothing to blog about other than this. like i say previously, when i thought that there isnt anymore surprise, it never fails to make me see things that clearly before. furthermore, it gets better everytime, from fluctuating attitudes to just merely eye contacts. so close yet so far? i suppose so?

i would like to end this boring post with a quote...

in this world, everything can change just like that. like that

nice~~

just when i thought i have nothing to blog about already. life has given me a rather good surprise for me to blog about. nice~~

but i have to apologize for the censorship in this post. if you know what im talking about, jolly well keep mum about it. its not nice to go around spreading things which you have no actual knowledge about.

anyway, today i had my common test, everything didnt came out as what i have expected. however, i manage to complete everything nicely, so no grumbles about it. thanks to ikram for meeting me early in the morning to get things sorted out. i still feel that the breakfast did the trick.

usual activities with him. i must say, i handled the situation rather well. to be able to unmoved by the mere comment from another passer-by. before, i move on any further, i think i will be getting some hate tags on my blog, no?=D
back to the post, the comment went,"i just saw what im not suppose to...". all i can say that it is a familiar face. however, to think that the person came out with this kind of statement is rather amusing. i was having mixed feelings though, however, i think that i should take things more dope. rather than being down and emo?

then again, my thoughts were if it was on purpose which i think it is, but i dont feel like brooding over it much as it is not very pleasant thing to do. amused in a sense that one can generate so much different feeling in such a period of time. too bad i dont study human psychology, or else i would have a valid explanation as to why things are this way. why i say i handled the situation well, i was physically and mentally unmoved, which means to say that ive gone through another stage and 'up my level'.

but here is a short little quote for you ya? mada mada dane...=))
in case you dont really know, it means "nope, not good enough.."
well, if you have that much energy to generate this amount of energy to do all these stuffs, why not think differently?
i still know you as a 'think differently' person, special for short?
you have a choice,why noy make things good? dont say you dont have. because if you say it that way, you are actually forcing yourself to be this way, which i personally feel that you are not helping yourself much?

sleep on it.=))


nice~~~

seriously, you really have some issues...

this post is actually overdue. it was suppose to be written last night, but i dont know why suddenly blogspot had a little hiccup and i cant access to write a new post last night.

this post is to whom it may concern. if you feel that im talking about you. call me and lets talk.

i am very sure that ive hardly gave you any problems since we first met back in dec 06. up till today, im pretty sure that ive stayed out of alot of troubles. yet, you still have some issues with me? come on, how childish can you be? you already have a spouse and yet you are acting like as if im your big brother. if you have real issues with me, just come directly to me. you dont have speak behind my back and im serious about it.

frankly, ive always respected you in the first place, i dont know when you started to have issues with me. is it because of respect? have i not given you enough? if thats what you want from it, earn it. im giving no respect to no one until that bugger has duly earn it. likewise, i want to earn respect too, ive done my fair share of things and i think you should too.

what is power? position? i heard that last night that you said all these words about me, i am very pissed off by you. then again, why should i even bother to go and argue with you such things. old man has say to me not once, but multiple times, as long you got nothing against your guilty conscience, you dont have to worry. it has been stuck in my head and i dont understand why it didnt stuck in yours despite you spending most of life with him comparing to mine, talk about blood is thicker than water. you can say whatever you want about me, which you have already done quite abit. it is just that im told to stay cool or else i wont have lasted that long. i think im quite a krptonite to you ya? i think that is the only conclusion i can derive from your intentions of trying to get rid of me...

before i finish this post, i would like to say that im aiming for no ones position. what im doing is purely and merely helping out. if you cant see this clearly enough, i think you seriously need a new pair of specs

and dont be like a kid again, pls? it actually disgusts me alot. mada mada dane

to that kid

if you can go till the extent of removing one from facebook, there is only a few conclusions i can make. either you are so darn free to search for my name in it or you are just that childish.

no one has to bother how i manage to find out. all i can say is that, neither am i blind nor deaf. so dont treat me like one. however, if i have to treat you like a little kid then i would rather not waste my time. go do what your mummy tell you, and dont be acting like 'punk', thinking you are a 'soldier'.=)) (if you understand that is)

i mean no harm. because if there is any friendship to talk about then ive really surprise at how you use to act out those maturity back then. and how you become this selfish just like what your hate tag say the previous time.

so you better take a step to prepare yourself, cause the way you living now, aint good for your health.

Dont bother translating it...

hai dee, rao lerk peua bpaet deuan laew. a-deet kwaam roo-seuk yang kong. wan nee, chan yang mai roo tam-mai ter song hai bpai. duay kong dtaang boo-root?

chan mee naa bok jao hua ok ja gliang soon. ter rak krai laew. chan ya kao jai tam-mai chan pae hai kao. dtae, chan ja mai koie saap het pon kwaa? wen dtae ter kor kwaam chan dton nee, dai chai mai mee taang. yaang rai gor taam, chan yang uay pon ter hai dee. dtae, chan yang kit waa ter goo. ter bok ter rak chan dta-lot bpai, dtae mong dtrong puak rao dton nee!! rao woot-wit roo dtor gan. hai kon dieow gaan kui.

dtae, kop koon ter, chan dtang krai tam jao chee-wit mee kwaam maai eek. chan roo-seuk tee ter chai dee gwaa koon maak maai. tang-tang tee chan kit fan-feuang puak rao daai bpen gan. dtae, chan yin-dee kao gap ter. ter naam dton gap L. kit taa koon daai. hahas..

laa gon, dtae chan wang waa mee tee sam-rap eek.


please dont translate it, it's meant for personal reading. thanks.

another 24hrs

looking back at certain few entries, only somethings just bring me that low.

life is a daily buzz.

however, ive something to look forward to each day. then again, it may not be pleasant either sometimes.


not even just a sms?..=((