somehow i suddenly realised i got spare time for myself. i was definitely at initial loss of what to do, as i have always liked to plan and prepare. this sudden zone of own time seemed so much of a shock, though im still slightly reeling from it. going to bed after this, the amount of free time has given me a real headache.
the key take away has got to be assurances. the assurance that it wasnt me over-formulating things in other scenarios. the assurance that things would definitely turn out for the better, as i have gradually seen for myself as well. the assurance that i would be understood. though initially terrified and shocked by that, but the comfort underneath is insane. and although i would never be as analytical or sharp, but that's not in any way some form of measurement.
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Had Sheng Choking
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