uncomfortable

we have our piece and i understood. especially after the talk last night. albeit too late, even though i kept my fingers crossed that it was not.

i thought i tried my best, only to see my own severe inadequancies.
GOSH, Sheng. so feeble.
growing up and reflection time.

im still feeling uncomfortable and reeling.
but i have transited some, yet still am transiting as well.
no listening ear.
no words of comfort.

getting used to it though...