May 13, 2008

what now?

all that disappointment and expectations flushed out by tears.

i never thought i was causing so much destruction and distraction and so unbelivably oblivious about it. yet the truth hurts when i look into the mirror.

i never felt more vulnerable. it really hurts.

im sorry. and i really hope its not too late.

i dont really wish to stay apart. not even for awhile.
the feeling is very lousy if it happens. serious.