protect

certain things im hoping not to happened is kind of happening.
however, im actually rather powerless to stop this from happening.
many bull**** is coming up again, just heard one last night, wasnt really pleasant to hear such things.
not knowing where the source comes from really annoys me much.
it means not being able to clear the roots.

to sidetrack a little

likewise, all i want to see is you being happy.
i dont mind coping myself up or put up a false front.
to see you truly smile again is something that i would do.
however, forget me not, because too much things have gone through my head.
i dont know if you still feel the same but i know i still do.
60 days has passed since then, im still trying to do what i can to make it a point for the better.
i apologize and hope you understand, at the end of the day, its still yo*...
hope im not adding on to your already-heavy-burden or anything else because im trying to speak my mind.=))

coming back to what ive heard, it is really annoying to find out such things has happened to me all this while.
nevertheless, what's said cannot be taken back, i shall not blame anyone or anything for this incident.
however, i will not allow such things to happen again.
by starting from within is the best that i can to stop this from happening again.


you rest well...ok?..=))