update

yes, yesterday was the first paper for me, hopefully all went well. although some questions were difficult to answer, but with a little crap in it, it seems as if it all make sense. i must say, im rather proud for being able to finish up the paper in such a jiffy.

anyway, the mood for DDI isnt really here, ive not really started on it since yesterday when everyone is. that is the sad part of me. however, just got back from the doc and im rather surprise about my medical result. fyi, its chinese doc and not the western ones.

despite having to change so much of my habits for the past months, i havent really been able to perk myself up. so much aches in me that ive to undergo 3 treatments at once. acupuncture, ba guan and zhou guan. the results were 'wondrous', i have so much toxic in me. that explains why sometimes i just cant sleep and of course the temper is also that hot. feeling very bad now, it seems like everything is just going to explode without any warning.

anyway, still feeling the aches though, will take medicines regularly so that i can clear the toxic asap. although it is impossible to clear all inside, but i think to clear a little is better than nothing eh? kind of pissed off with it because all came at once and no one is really there to take care of matters. that is the sad part though, everything is you are on your own. its different from when people are offering you help and yet you say that there isnt any problem. so cant really compare at times.

well, back to more mugathon, which i really dread it. but no choice, this is life, shit happens. so remember to wipe your bottoms when you're done.=))

you good luck for you exams too...=))