happy birthday, i say to myself

yes, sheng dont post much chinese stuff on his blog. but since now its officially my birthday. so lets try something different. this is a nice song though...for those who doesnt understand the chinese words. let me translate using my own vocab..dont laugh if im wrong..hahas..every line corresponse..

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
那上千个切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐


i know sadness cant change anything,
then, let me be honest.
honesty, it is difficult not to vent out.
only to close the doors and not get bothered by anyone.
alone, sitting in a empty box
let the handphone rest for a night
those thousands memories only to stop
not allowing to let tears flow after 12
happy birthday,
i say to myself.
candles lit
loneliness brightens up
happy birthday
tears melt.
i would like to thank you for everything that you have given and taken
still loving your tinge of hate
still need a little time
to balance it up
memories repeated
wish myself happy birthday


click here for the song