shall break this post into 2 parts.
firstly,




forget about the picure, i know, it sucks. im ugly. =D
but then this is what i've been waiting for since march.

secondly,
trust was always an excuse as to what is happening around us. if one could just hang in there with slightly more determination, perhaps things wont have the outcome as of today. no one is to blame for anything, neither im supposed to blame anyone. question comes down, WHO AM I or rather WHO ARE WE TO JUDGE EACH OTHER? not trying to emo over here, but this is indeed a learning platform which one will never be keen to visit anytime sooner. however, if mentally and soulfully one isnt here, i would say speaking up will be a much more wiser choice. rather than just dragging oneself inside a empty shell. we all are mature, so be someone mature and dont use other form of words as a sword to push it into other's heart. it aint nice you see. especially trust.